Friday 25 November 2011

The Crazy Bird

And I followed him -
that odd little flying object
traversing oblique paths in the sky,
in search of something unintelligible
against the winds that blew him away,
against the birds that went the other way.
The crazy bird.

Higher and lower, and
straight and circular,
and almost random - he went
like an animate cyclone in the sky.

Impeded by monstrous branches
of envious trees
Quarantined by the flocks
of the birds he flew with
was the crazy bird.
And as fell the rain -
harsh and fast,
the homeless creature -
stood all aghast.

Marred by foes, and
betrayed by friends,
he flew alone -
battling tough winds
and demonic clouds.
Alone. The crazy bird.

Thirsty, he flew.
Hungry, he grew.
In search for self, and
answers that the sky had
enveloped in many a million voids
that nobody knew of but him.
And he flew -
attacked but survived
murdered but alive.
Alone he flew -
that crazy bird.

He dotted the sun
over a crowded mosque;
attended bhajans
from a temple's edge;
and wept on a church's tall tower
to enshrine himself in god's own den.

Flew he once again,
high and higher,
bustling with desire,
soaring the sky.
Into the frayed ends of day,
and arcane realms of night,
into the voids enclosed by the sky
lingering upon the suspense that grows in them.

High, went he
staging a worldly escape
with his sparkling flight.
And higher he went -
the crazy little thing -
fading into a place, where
the day meets the night
beyond the fringes of the world's shadow,
to a surreal layer of the universe, where
there is no pain and no tomorrow.


























Thursday 17 November 2011

Just Another Day

Today is just another day
when she wakes me up
from my disgruntled sleep,
to a series of unanswered whys.

Today is just another day
when with the foam of the toothpaste
I try to spit her out of myself
only to be belittled by the mirror.

Today is just another day
when she seduces me
like a distant memory
into a world wholly undone.

Today is just another day
when I see her sway
to our private tunes
that are trapped within me.

Today is just another day
when through the window
of the car I travel in
I see her on a secluded cloud.

Today is just another day
when I lose myself
in an inescapable void
that looks like her.

Today is just another day
when she crowds my mind
with three and a half years
that make me puke tears on my desk.

Today is just another day
when I find absolutely no escape from her
as she dissolves in me
like a saddening drug.

Today is just another day;
her twenty-third birthday.
Just another day, when
all my rationalism fades
and I long to be with her.